Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Got Till Its Gone

Ok well i know that i haven't posted anything in a long time but i just haven't had anything to really talk about. Well as my title indicates i'm talking about the famous phrase. "You don't know what you got til its gone" also one of my favorite Janet songs. Well everybody i've lost something. but let me just say this. I always knew what i had was special. Just didn't know how special I was. So i pushed that special something away. Not cause i didn't want it but because i was unsure of myself. even though for six years that something has been the only thing i was sure about in the world. I tell you man. life is crazy. So now i'm left with regrets, guilt and sorry. Wishing i could take back all i said or might not have said. Its not a great place to be man. I once told my friend Deonte' that I didn't understand his fascination with the singer Leona Lewis. Well i just want to take this moment to say D. I get it now. I understand.

These are Slimms thoughts.